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things have changed w/ blogger, so a quick test post..
If lawfulness is the essence of non-tyrannical government and lawlessness is the essence of tyranny, then terror is the essence of totalitarian domination. (p. 464).. terror increased both in Soviet Russia and Nazi Germany in inverse ratio to the existence of internal political opposition, so that it looked as though political opposition had not been the pretext of terror .. but the last impediment to its full fury. (p. 393)
The best criterion by which to decide whether someone has been forced outside the pale of the law is to ask if he would benefit* by committing a crime. If a small burglary is likely to improve his legal position, at least temporarily, one may be sure he has been deprived of human rights. (p. 286 * - meaning that his legal status would improve)
The superfluousness of secret services is nothing new; they have always been haunted by the need to prove their usefulness and keep their jobs after the original task had been completed. The methods used for this purpose have made the study of of the history of revolutions a rather difficult enterprise. It appears, for example, that there was not a single anti-government action under the reign of Louis Napoleon which had not been inspired by the police itself. Provocation, in other words, helped as much to maintain the continuity of tradition as it did to disrupt time and again the organization of the revolution. (p. 423)
People do not know, and cannot face, the things that go on in this world, the secret nightmares that are suffered by millions every day ... and the excruciating paradox, the nightmarish obscenity of being something that does not know what it is and yet believes that it does know, something that in fact is nothing but a tiny particle that forms the body of The Great Black Swine Which Wallows in a Great River of Blackness that to us looks like sunrises and skyscrapers, like all the knotted events of the past the unraveling of those knots in the future, like birthdays and funerals, like satellites and cell phones and rockets launched into space, like nations and peoples, like the laws of nature and the laws of humanity, like families and friends, like everything, including these words that I write.
Poem
Somewhere
along the way
we forget
to be beautiful
and this is where
all other deaths
begin.
Her Face, the Sometimes Gentleness
Let's not speak of hope;
whatever it is that gets you
through the day will
have to do for now.
Embrace the hours as best you can;
your failures
and the evil you've done drift out
with the eventual tide
and the void forgives all in time.
Think of her face,
the sometimes gentleness of things;
make the feeling concrete in your mind:
hold it in your fist
tight against your breast
and if you want, you can
call it love.
When She Lights a Cigarette and Asks
God is yourself
walking out into yet
another day never knowing
exactly why.
God is the yellow sun
shining down
so uselessly upon everything
because that's all it knows how to do.
God is the laughter
of the girl on the bus
beautiful enough to remind you
why you ever bothered
to exist at all.
God is a story you can't guess
the ending to,
enough change in your pocket
for another drink,
the bright red polish
on the barefoot toe
of the skinny prostitute on Larkin Street.
God is the voice of the old bartender
at the Gold Dust Saloon
as he laughs and tells me he's looking forward
to the beautiful nap.
God is a half-bottle of wine
found in the cupboard at 3 a.m.,
the man
with a handful of pennies
who asks
what I can spare,
and the laundry quarters
I give him simply
because I am too ashamed
to do otherwise.
God is every splinter of light
in between all the darkness
and god is the darkness.
And when she lights a cigarette
and asks why i never
go to church
I can only wonder where it is
she thinks we are.